Just Go With It

Author: mlittlefield3 (Page 3 of 5)

Mental Health Sim Reflection

The simulation was much less formal than what I was expecting. My expectations were that we would be speaking to these individuals in more of a hospital setting instead of an office setting, but I preferred it that way. I felt like students were given minimal information about the simulation and because of that, I think we went in rather timid. Nonetheless, I enjoyed simulation, I thought it was a realistic depiction of behaviors that we will experience in the clinical setting. In my mind, I had minimized the actions of some of these disorders and didn’t expect some of the grandiosity that was portrayed. I guess my expectations with patient interaction was that the patient allows the nurse to take the authoritative role in the room and with some of these personalities it was quite clear that they controlled the room. To be honest, I was overwhelmed with the portrayal of the manic episode. The pressured speech made it difficult to communicate and by the time I had thought of something to say, the topic had moved onto something else completely. Attempting to re-direct was futile and after the encounter was over I quickly realized how drained I was from trying to communicate and keep up with this personality. In terms of the other personalities, I felt confident in my communication with them. There was a sense of calmness with those other individuals and I was able to articulate my next words with ease. I think my biggest downfall with mania was that I matched the energy of the patient in my own mind and it ultimately made me panic. 

I thought the actors were really wonderful and depicted their illnesses accurately. I thought it to be especially helpful that we didn’t know the actors beforehand as I think our perception of how they truly act would not allow us to experience the full range of emotions that can be expressed in mental disorders.

Developing PICOT…

Since choosing our PICOT question, my group and I quickly found it challenging to find relevant data articles pertaining specifically to our question. Upon this discovery, we had attempted to alter our question and try to make it less specific to a population. We actually found our altered question to be more difficult to work with (in terms of finding articles) and we were overall unhappy with what our question had morphed into. Therefore, we changed our question again yet still utilizing the same theme. Now, our question is more oriented towards safety and less towards population disparities. Now finding research articles is much easier and the articles that we do find have data that differs from the other and we are able to discern the pros and cons of each study. There were numerous times throughout the question making process that we all felt overwhelmed. I think what ultimately set us straight was being able to converse with eachother in class and narrowing down what we all felt would be an interesting topic to research.

I have a great team to work with. We’re all flexible and willing to work around each other’s schedules. Fortunately, we all really like the new PICOT question we are working with and I think that also makes it easier to work in conjunction with one another. We all recognize the importance of each of our classes and our willingness to do well in school ultimately makes this group effective together. 

The Journey of PICOT

I am in a group with 2 other individuals, one of whom I know from clinical and the other I have yet to get to know. Our communication skills have been successful so far in terms of planning out time to meet and form our question. We will hold ourselves accountable via the honor system. As adults who wish to pursue careers in nursing, we need to be able to look upon ourselves to get our tasks done. In the real world, no one is going to do our work for us and no employer will keep us if we fail to do so.

As individuals with different opinions and interests, we will need to formulate a question that we all find interest in. As a collaborative project, this may pose some conflicts as we need to ask a question that we all find important and will enjoy researching further. We will narrow down common interests and continue to do so until we come to a conclusion of an appropriate, yet clinically relevant PICOT question.

In future nursing practice, communication and teamwork is vital. Our ability to work with others will be reflected in the composure of this composition. My hope is that we will all be responsible for our own actions and contribute to this assignment with equivalence.

Stigmatizing Mental Health

I think there is so much stigma surrounding mental illness because it is not always a disease process that can be seen visibly outside the body. I also think mental illness has become mainstream in society and oftentimes is used out of context in exaggerations or figurative language.

Factors that contribute to self-stigma include Hollywood’s representation of mental illness through physical representations of a disheveled appearance or outbursts. Most often, mental illness is not something that is visualized on the outside. Additionally, the historical past treatment of individuals with mental illness through the use of “insane asylums” has led to negative conceptions of mental illness today. Coined terms for mental issues such as crazy or deranged, and the notion that mental illness is shameful and brings that upon families may contribute to someone’s willingness to seek treatment.  

The Spirit Catches You and You Fall Down is a book written by Anthropologist Anne Fadiman, on the Hmong culture. In brief, this book brings to light how different cultures view and respond to illness. In the Hmong Culture, whenever an individual experiences a seizure, they are being touched by a spirit and their soul leaves their body. This is regarded as a gift, whereas Western Culture identifies this as a medical condition having to do with nerve impulses. Although this book utilizes epilepsy as a medical condition, the message is the same for how the identification and treatment of mental illness have everything to do with perspective and not everyone views it in the same manner. 

Thinking about the Journey

I’m interested in dermatology. There isn’t a particular instance that sparked my interest, perhaps my interest comes from the skin being visible to others and therefore disease processes can be seen on the surface. I’m big on first impressions and your appearance is the very first visible impression that someone can have. As a result, our skin can be an insecurity and as someone who feels that way, I’d like to help others who feel that way too. I’d like to learn more about how our skin is affected by our everyday exposures and things that can help preserve our skin and keep it healthy to avoid disease. I also find Labor and Delivery to be interesting and this was sparked by a brief interaction in a previous clinical. Something about being a part of such a special moment in someone’s life makes me believe I would have an important role in the world.

My assumptions about evidence-based practice are that it is rooted in biology and the mechanism by which disease processes work can be explained through science and research. In this course, I hope to be to learn communication techniques that I can apply to my interactions with patients and interprofessional collaboration. I hope to be able to settle the nerves of patients with facts and improve healthcare outcomes.

Have I Made a Difference?

To be honest, I’m not sure how much of a difference I’ve made in a patient’s life thus far this semester. I felt like my ability to properly care for a client remained peripheral as I am not entirely confident in my ability to independently care for a person. My biggest fear is accidentally hurting someone and I’ve been told that that fear will diminish as I become more confident, however, it’s a fear of mine nonetheless. On the other hand, there is something about being the first person that a patient sees when they wake up fresh from the operating room that makes me feel like I’m emotionally touching someone’s life. I can only imagine that waking up from anesthesia is a confusing experience in which someone is at their most vulnerable state. I was fortunate enough to be able to observe a patient that was rolled in straight from the operating room and witness their emotional and physical response to the anesthesia. My clinical instructor had explained that individuals respond differently to the effects of anesthesia and some are more pleasant than others, not that they can necessarily control their reactions to begin with. As my patient was a new mom, I can only assume her plan was to see her baby, and that undergoing emergency surgery that day was not a part of her agenda. Regardless, as she came out of the sedation effects of anesthesia, she was so kind and receptive to us nursing students, even though she had just experienced both a stressful event and likely the happiest event in her life. From this experience, I feel like she touched me more than I could have her. If anything, I was just so happy to be a part of such a profound moment in someone’s life.

Nursing Modules 3 + 4

Knowledge and Clinical Judgement

Nursing uses evidence based practices and critical thinking to promote health and prevent disease, which aids in providing the best care possible to patients. The clinical judgement of a nurse is important to help ensure the safe high quality care of an individual and being attentive to the patients concerns. Nurses gain their knowledge by obtaining a well rounded education that is later contributed to their ability to educate others. Being a nurse requires the ability to shift roles from caregiver to friend to advocate and in doing this they are able to provide patient-centered care that helps in the healing of the patient, both physically and mentally. From this module I learned that being a nurse requires many different skills and all of these skills are learned in school but also in practice. A nurse must be flexible and calculated to help care for each individual patient to the best of their ability.

Priority Setting Frameworks

This module specifically discussed the need for prioritization of patients and specific prioritizing methods that are used in order to identify which patient’s require immediate care. From what I gathered, the entire basis for determining the top priority patient is based off of the Nursing Process (AD-PIE). From this process we then use Maslow’s Hierarchy of Needs, ABC (airway, breathing, circulation) and safety to determine the patient who needs to be seen first. During the process of care we need to start by doing the least, i.e. elevate the head of the bed to improve breathing instead of starting oxygen right away. This speaks to maintaining the patients safety while also determining the amount of care that needs to be utilized. From this I learned that sometimes doing the least can help the most. I think sometimes we utilize extreme measures in cases that they aren’t necessarily needed and that likely contributes to high healthcare costs or even harm to the patient. This was not only important for patient prioritization but additionally to how our perception of a patients condition contributes to their expedient care.

Boston Children’s Prouty Garden

This is an image of Prouty Garden that was located on the grounds of Boston Children’s Hospital. I had visited this garden once with my mom and sister. I vividly remember walking through the hospital to get to the garden and seeing a young boy, who had difficulty walking, being supported by his great dane service animal. I had never seen anything like it, I was in awe. Then, the three of us walked outside and I was amazed once more. It’s like we had walked straight into a meadow. No cars could be heard, birds were chirping and the air was crisp. At that time it was fall and a good portion of the leaves had fallen to the ground. I remember my sister and I trying to ‘catch’ one of the many wild rabbits that claimed residence there, but never even getting close enough to touch. It’s my fondest memory I have there and if it weren’t for that garden and those rabbits, I wouldn’t have any. That garden was a symbol of hope for the children at the hospital. A small taste of what life can be like once they get better and for a small moment in time they were able to experience life outside of those walls. This garden was a sacred and serene space where families could congregate together and enjoy time outside of the hospital. It was a place that almost seemed too good to be true, it was a happy place until we had to go back inside. Sometimes I think patients can forget what life is like outside of the hospital and these gardens represent what life should be like. I thought it was a really inspiring and thoughtful gesture to incorporate it into the hospital grounds, especially with Boston being such a ‘concrete jungle’.

One of the statues in the garden. Displays a nurse holding a young child’s hand while also carrying the child’s teddy bear. To me, is representative of the compassion that a nurse offers.

The iconic and massive tree the garden was built around. Many of the rabbits like to hide within the root system.

Nursing Modules 1 + 2

In Module 1, Nursing Concepts, I learned that nurse competency is something that is built upon through education and experience. Each stage demonstrates new learning and the ability to improve upon newly learned skills. It’s also critical to acknowledge that nurse competency also factors in the nurses ability to work with others, such as other healthcare providers. Interdisciplinary collaboration is critical to achieving patient-centered care and allowing that patient to have utilization of the best quality of healthcare. In the future, this will allow me to recognize that nurses, although they do a large amount of patient care, are not the only individuals whose goal is to better the quality of life for a patient. Hopefully this will aid me to reach out for help if I’m ever overwhelmed.

In Module 2, Testing and Remediation, I hadn’t realized that there was such a thing as a positively or negatively worded questions. From the Test Taking Strategies portion I can now narrow down the answer in a multiple choice question by picking out key words in a question and eliminating the obvious incorrect responses. This will benefit me throughout nursing school as I can utilize these test taking strategies in other courses. In the nursing career this strategy will also help identify which patient should be seen first and hopefully help increase quality of care and efficiency in the work place.

Starting The Next Adventure

I’m very excited to say that he will be returning home on July 8th for a very brief period of time (5 days) to transition to the Naval Academy Preparatory School which will aid as a placeholder for a spot in the Naval Academy’s class of 2024!

With that said, I want to discuss..

Rules and Regulations of the USNA admissions

Eligibility

You are eligible to apply for the United States Naval Academy if you meet the following criteria:

  • A United States Citizen
  • Ages 17 – 23 (on July 1 of the year of entry)
  • Unmarried
  • Not pregnant and no dependents (no children)
  • Have a valid Social Security Number

This criteria also extends into the sailor’s enrollment at the United States Naval Academy in which all these conditions must be met throughout his/her time at the academy or they will face abrupt expulsion from the academy.

I’ve decided to bring up this particular topic because these rules have the potential to affect me. He will be enrolled in the academy for the next five years. During this time I will:  Get older, graduate from college, apply to grad school and *ahem* GET OLDER. Let’s be real shall we. I know that many women have an idea of how they would like their life to progress in the next 5 to 10 years. At least I do. Is it wrong to be so impatient? 

This was from when I had gone down to South Carolina over spring break to visit Michael. It was only for a weekend, but it was long enough to remind me why I haven’t given up.

A great source that I found when it came to feeling frustrated about how the next couple of years will pan out is JD. She has also experienced these same feelings when it came to supporting someone who was in the military. Her blog is called Semi-Delicate Balance and it really puts into perspective why, despite the hardships, people stay in military relationships.

 

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